Saturday, September 26, 2015
Well, Eddie will be going back to work Monday, thank You Lord. Please pray that all goes well for him. I start working on project me Monday, fitness, and diet program. Also, doing workbooks, and journaling. Please pray for me. My counselor told me, I must go on, and accomplish my goals, with, or without, Eddie on my side. He quit being my partner, chooses not to exercise, or eat healthy. He really discourages me, does not want me to walk, or do any other type of exercise. He does not want me to eat healthy, wants me to eat what he eats.. Will not go to church, and does not want me to go to church, without him. He does not allow me to have a life. But, as my counselor says, I am going to have to put my big girl pants on, and do my own thing, put some life in my life!! I truly feel that God does not want my life to be like this, He wants me to experience joy. God did not save me from suicide, to live like this. So, here I go, moving forward.