Saturday, September 26, 2015

Moving Forward

Well, Eddie will be going back to work Monday, thank You Lord. Please pray that all goes well for him. I start working on project me Monday, fitness, and diet program. Also, doing workbooks, and journaling. Please pray for me. My counselor told me, I must go on, and accomplish my goals, with, or without, Eddie on my side. He quit being my partner, chooses not to exercise, or eat healthy. He really discourages me, does not want me to walk, or do any other type of exercise. He does not want me to eat healthy, wants me to eat what he eats.. Will not go to church, and does not want me to go to church, without him. He does not allow me to have a life. But, as my counselor says, I am going to have to put my big girl pants on, and do my own thing, put some life in my life!! I truly feel that God does not want my life to be like this, He wants me to experience joy. God did not save me from suicide, to live like this. So, here I go, moving forward.

18 comments:

Laurie Collett said...

Praying for you and for Eddie. God has great plans for your life!

Blogoratti said...

Keep moving on, and do hang in there. Greetings and best wishes always!

sweetvintageofmine said...

Good for you! Don't let those positive thoughts leave you....having a life is a good thing...regardless how big or small! Do things that make you happy in your christian walk...blessings~~~Roxie p.s. we are here for you!!

The Queen of Brussels Sprouts said...

That counselor sounds like my kind of person.

Terra said...

I hope this weekend and week are successful for you.

Mom to 3 said...

I hope that God gives you joy and directs your steps in the coming weeks, as you set out to eat healthy exercise and be the best you that you can be. Hugs to you friend, Jolene

Stephanie said...

Remembering you in my prayers, dear friend. With the strength of the Lord all things are possible and many things won't seem as daunting with God by your side. Hugs!

LeAnn said...

I read this on face book and commented that you go girl; you can do this you can live the life you want to live. Just be strong and you will be guided to know just what you need to do to be happy. Prayers, love and hugs for you!

Linda said...

Remember you both in my prayers. Hugs to you, dear friend.

Nikki (Sarah) said...

Happy Sunday Denise. Great news about Eddie.

Alice said...

Take care of yourself Denise, you are stronger than you know. :)

KC Bob said...

Asking God to encourage you and bring agents of encouragement to you.

Small Kucing said...

Guess you will have to be strong and live your life. Not to let others pull you down. Take care

Linda said...

Continuing prayers. Hugs.

RCUBEs said...

Joining you in prayers sister Denise. For both of you. Be strong sister and His strength is your strength! I know sometimes, it's easier said than done. But I know, too that there is nothing impossible with the Lord. Take care sister and God bless.

Debby@Just Breathe said...

I will be praying for both of you.

Never Forsaken said...

Praying for you, my sweet friend....Keep going...God is always with you...ALWAYS!

Love You!

Lisa

Alecia Simersky said...

Good for you! I heard this song and thought of you.

https://youtu.be/4MCwKdai51o?list=RD4MCwKdai51o, it's Desert Song by Hillsong

"This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me, Lord, through the flame

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here"