Saturday, September 26, 2015

SLL Week 2 – Blog Hop Friday

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Matthews 11:28              I am so tired, in everyway. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Recently, I have been feeling like I live at the doctors office. Constantly going to a doctor appointment, or a test, that the doctor sends me to. I also feel, as if my marriage has become a test, and evidently I am failing the test. I had an appointment with my counselor Thursday, I almost called her to tell her that I would never be coming back to see her. Why? Because, I feel it is a waste of her time, and mine. I go to see her, and she listens to me, and gives me great advice, and tips. I agree with her a 100% But, the moment I get home, reality hits me hard. Eddie is who he is, and I love him with all I am, and always will. But, I am, who I am. Eddie refuses to let me be who I long to be, and that my friends, wears me out. There is hope in this situation, His name is Jesus. I run to Him, climb up in His precious lap, lay my head upon His shoulders, and receive sweet peace, and soothing rest, for my heart, and soul. Thank You Jesus, love You.

4 comments:

Tori Leslie said...

Aww, I'm so sorry you're going through such trials. Praise the Lord you know where to find comfort and solace in hard times. Jesus is patiently waiting and loves to hold his hurting child. Hope you have a lovely, restful weekend.

my little ✂ cottage said...

Hi denise,didnt found your email to write you, i think is much beter emailing but
ok here it goes

On my heart...
its difficult to give someone advies cause we all see life in different ways
and i dont wont to hurt you in any way


but not being emotionally happy doesnt do your health any good
in your post i can feel that your heart is heavy

but you lean on Jesus, who is the only one can help you, its everyones choice to share or not what they feel, as a christian we all go thrue trials who no one nows about
only God....

but you have good friends here on blogland
who pray for you and encouraged you
any family member who dont want nothing to do with the lord
hurt us.

many times we pray and can take years untill they realize
many times they change, we cant changed them, thats for sure

keep holding on jesus, he loves you so much
and you are a blessing here, i can learn so much from you
really.

Loves and hugs from me...soraya



CelestinaMarie@SouthernDayDreams said...

Hi Denise, I am keeping you in prayers through your journey. Never give up on the process of reaching the place God is helping you to be. Your visit to the meat market and the gift from the sweet girl is evidence God is working in your life!! Keep looking forward.
Blessings, cm

LeAnn said...

You just keep on leaning on the Savior and He will comfort and guide you through whatever comes your way. Keep on having hope in Christ, faith in Christ and feel the Love of Christ.
There is a plan for you and remember as hard as it is; your plan and you are precious to him. Perhaps, you are the only one that can love and save Eddie through the Savior.
Sending love and hugs your way and of course, prayers~