Saturday, September 26, 2015
SLL Week 2 – Blog Hop Friday
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Matthews 11:28 I am so tired, in everyway. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Recently, I have been feeling like I live at the doctors office. Constantly going to a doctor appointment, or a test, that the doctor sends me to. I also feel, as if my marriage has become a test, and evidently I am failing the test. I had an appointment with my counselor Thursday, I almost called her to tell her that I would never be coming back to see her. Why? Because, I feel it is a waste of her time, and mine. I go to see her, and she listens to me, and gives me great advice, and tips. I agree with her a 100% But, the moment I get home, reality hits me hard. Eddie is who he is, and I love him with all I am, and always will. But, I am, who I am. Eddie refuses to let me be who I long to be, and that my friends, wears me out. There is hope in this situation, His name is Jesus. I run to Him, climb up in His precious lap, lay my head upon His shoulders, and receive sweet peace, and soothing rest, for my heart, and soul. Thank You Jesus, love You.