Today, I would like to share another precious miracle of Gods love. I always wanted to be a mother, and for 16 years, I tried to become one. Due to health problems, it was not meant to be. In 2000, at the age of 36, I had to have a total hysterectomy. Needless to say, I was heartbroken, and devastated over this. I did not understand why this was happening to me, was God mad at me? Was I being punished for something? Fast forward to 2003, my dear momma moved in with us. I was very happy about this, she had a stroke in 1999, I felt better knowing she was with me. Everything was going so great, until 2005, my momma's health started quickly going down hill. We were constantly having to take her to either doctor appointments, the emergency room, or she would have to stay in the hospital. Bless her heart, she had so many different health problems. She had high blood pressure, a seizure disorder, heart problems, stomach problems, and then her kidneys started failing. While she was in the hospital in March of 2006, the doctor told me that she was dying. He asked me if I wanted to put her in a home, I said yes, my home. He told me that she had six months, maybe a little bit longer. We brought her home on March 21, she passed away on April 21. I was here by myself when it happened, I will never forget it. But, I praise God for letting me be my momma's caregiver. It was such an honor to take care of her, oh the precious moments we shared. So, you see, God did not punish me by not letting me become a mother, He had other plans for me. He knew my momma was going to need all of my love, time, and attention. Miracles are all around , if only we look with our hearts, as well, as with our eyes.