Friday, October 5, 2007

Eye Appointment

Well, yesterday afternoon, I had an appointment with my eye doctor. I received more bad news, so it was a disappointing visit. Both eyes are getting worse, if they gave grades, I would have been given an F on the eye exam, and on the visual field test. The doctor, and nurses kept asking me if I had cancer, I said no, why? They said the changes in my eyes were so dramatic from six months ago, that they thought I might be on chemo treatments. I said, so my eyes are really bad? They said, oh yes!! The eye that I had cataract surgery on back in August(right eye) has scar tissue on the implanted lens, and is swollen really bad. He is going to have to do laser surgery on it. The left eye is worse than the right eye, in the words of the doctor:the cataract is ready to pop, needs to be gotten out of my eye. Just a few months ago, he said there was no rush to get it out. But, now it is swollen really bad, and leaking in the back of my eye. I have a condition called macular edema. So, I came home, and had a major meltdown last night. I cried buckets of tears on dear Eddies shoulders, but I am ok now. God is with me, and leading my every step. Together, we will get through this. I love you my sweet friends.


Sandi said...

May I add you to the email prayer chain I over see for 3 local churches? I an praying for peace like a river to over flow through you, healing too.

Annabelle said...

Oh honey! Huge hugs for you! I'll be praying for you!

Heather Cox said...

Denise - Mourning may last for the night but rejoicing comes in the morning. Praying He give you a song today for your heart to dance to. PRAYING over you and your eyes!

IRENE said...

Holding your hand-Holding you in my prayer.

Anonymous said...

I'm really sorry Denise. I said a prayer for you just now.

Take care,

According to HIS Power said...

The girls are still sick but I just had to stop by and see what you had written about your dr's appointment. I am so sorry, honey but God does all things for good. Of course you know that! I am holding you up in my prayers as always. Sending you lots of (HUGS)!!!!

Love and Prayers,

Kathy said...

I'm sorry to hear that you are having these eye problems. I pray that God will bless you through these trials.

Vicki said...

First, HUGS!! ((((Hugs))))

Lord, that your healing power might flow over Denise's eyes....we know the discouragement that comes from living in these earthly tents, but also know your Divine touch has the power to change everything. Draw your daughter close and fill Denise with deep assurance, abiding love, and the riches of your grace to walk through this. Thank you that You've given her spiritual eyes to see truth, to see YOU. Thank you that You are our Peace, oh Lord. Be Denise's total peace this hour, for you alone are the Prince of Peace.

Denise, I'll keep praying....we went through aneuryms and heart surgery this past summer and the feelings hit hard, so that much I understand. Of course, each thing we face is so hard and individual, but I do know the Lord wants to be your ALL. Praying for healing and sustaining power! {{Hugs}} said...

Just read Vicki's Prayer and I say amen to this!! I am so sorry. I am not giving up on my prayers for your eyes! I love you, Denise!

I have to get Nancy up to go to the homecomming parade. She has had her flu shot and went to bed when we got home and went to sleep! It is hot out today.... I will come back later today!! love Grams

Jen said...

Love you too
Im sori to read this
Praying for you
bless Eddie

sweet one if you lose you sight altogether will Eddie type for you???

Id hate to lose touch with you

Lisa said...

I'm so sorry, Denise! I'm glad that you went to the doctor. I will be praying for you!

Lisa :-)

Oldqueen44 said...

I am very sorry for al your struggles. Try and stay strong. I will continue to pray, especially for peace of heart.
Blessings to you.

Sonya And Rochelle said...

Dear Denise...

Mom and I both and sending out our love and prayers to you and are such a dear and wonderful friend. We consider you our family now.

With much love and prayers,
Sonya and her Mom, Rochelle

Allison said...

Oh my dear is ok to be weak sometimes :) that is the beauty of crawling into the arms of our heavenly Father! We are all praying for you!

Sharon said...

It is Saturday morning and I am just getting caught up on posts.
Girl, I am so sending you some love.
I am sorry I was not here sooner to let you know "I here".
I'm praying for the wisdom of the doctors as they work with your eyes.
I am glad you have eddie--God knew you would need him.
love you girl

Donetta said...

Good Job girl!

Sharon said...

Sweet Denise,
You are in my daily prayers and God is leading you through these difficult waters holding your hand. You will emerge victorious and He will continue to lead the way.