My soul is feeling heavy today, in the big crayon box of life, I am definitely blue today. Marriage problems, husband is reverting back to his old ways. It hurts to have to deal with all of this again. He does not want to exercise with me, and does not want me to walk by myself. Does not want to eat healthy, and does not want me to eat healthy, because he does not want to buy what I need. He will not quit smoking, has a hateful attitude. But, I love him, and will continue to pray for him, always.