Another Mother's Day has arrived. Trying not to feel blue, but, I am only human. The sting of not being a mom, use to be soothed on this day every year, by being with my momma, and celebrating her. That was all I needed. But, momma went to heaven in April of 2006. Since then, the sting has returned, even worse now. This year, the stinging hurts extra. I think, because it has been such a hard year for me. I need my momma, that has been, what my heart has been saying, every since I had my stroke, back in 2011. When I was in intensive care, and rehab, I wanted to open my eyes, and see momma standing by my bed. Holding my hand, giving me hugs, and telling me, she loved me, and that everything would be ok. Since I have been home, I have wanted, and needed, her so badly. I need her encouragement, cheering me to go on, no matter what. Sweet, angel momma, I love you, always. Wishing you a very happy Mother's Day. Wish you were here. Hugs and kisses,
from your baby girl Nesie.