Sunday, April 27, 2014

Saturday Night

Believe it or not, Eddie took me out to eat last night. We went to Steak n Shake, fun place. The food was great, atmosphere good, company, awesome. I love Eddie's company, always. Wish I had the pleasure of his company more often. But, he lectured me the entire time, raising his voice, and cursing. Speaking against my dad, they do not get along at all. So, what I wish had been a new beginning for us, was far from it. I know that some of you feel like I have made my bed, and I have to lay in. That I love Eddie, and I am choosing to stay with him. Please understand, until you walk in someone's shoes, you do not know what it is like. Please do not be  judgemental. Also some of you say that Eddie must be hurting too, and that is why he is acting this way. I have known this man for 29 years, I disagree. When Eddie had his medical crisis in 2010, I hurt for him. My heart broke, but, I did not change, and never mistreated him. I did everything I could to support him. Please continue to pray for both of us. I love you all.

5 comments:

Trinity Grace said...

May God shower you with comfort, understanding and peace.

The Queen of Brussels Sprouts said...

Steak n Shake is fun.

Terra said...

That restaurant sounds nice, sorry it wasn't more enjoyable for you two.

mijn bolletje ✄ wol said...

its hard for a man too...you havent done anything wrong at all

but he might feel like the marriage is not like before

i think that even you feel very hurt you need to step in faith

and start having more contact like the with the church, not that isolation
what doesnt do you any good

loving our soulmate is what
God wants but we also need to have
a happy life with others

i really dont now what else to say

if you post all this is because you want your friends to give you some advice am i wrong?

we are not judgemental friend....but if you choose to stay like that we cant do anything but pray

its hard for us to comment...without telling you what you already now

im honest friend....sorry i love you i do
this whole situation is breaking you apart, its being too long already and nothing happened

im not telling you what to do
its between you and the lord

take care is your feelings and heart...we all love you...

Denise said...

Denise,I feel so bad for what You are going through.Yes, I can only agree with Trinity Grace's blessing to You.May God grant You these.Love Denise