Thursday, March 27, 2014

Not Enough

Here at the Oldham home, I do not feel as if I am ever enough any more. No matter what I say, or do, I am
wrong. I feel like a stranger in my own home. I am so lonely, even when Eddie is here. He cares more about watching television, and sleeping, than he does about me. When he talks to me, he yells, curses, and never listens to what I say. Tunes me out, or even falls asleep when I am talking to him. I miss my Eddie, my love bug. Where did he go?? No matter what, I will never stop loving him, or give up on my marriage. Lord, pour Your strength all over my life.

11 comments:

HOOTIN ANNI said...

Your devotion to you two men...Eddie and your Maker are what makes you strong and loving dear one.

Lisa in Texas = ) said...

I love the new look of your blog! It is very pretty! Don't feel like you are alone because I think the truth is we, as women, need a lot more interaction than what men do- and so I think that many times women feel alone in their marriages. There are good times and there are bad times in every marriage. So I understand your feelings. When you are feeling like this - look to Jesus to fill your needs. He is always there - faithful and will never forsake us.
<> to you dear lady, Lisa :O)

Ceil said...

Hi Denise...I will join in a prayer for peace and wisdom for you. God knows how much you love him and your husband. May he bless you richly in his grace.

Blessings,
Ceil

Joy said...

Praying for you Denise!

Annesphamily said...

I am praying for you and Eddie. I know how much you love the Lord and I know are strong. I wish I could hug you and I pray for calm and peace and kindness for Eddie. I pray you can have peace and know how much you are loved. You have told me many times do not let satan have his way. I will pray God will give you wisdom and grace and much peace in the difficult times. Love to you precious sister.

moreofhim said...

Oh, dear one. My heart just hurts for you. Please remember you are a very special person and that the Lord sees you as perfect and you are absolutely enough! I am praying for you and your marriage!

Love you - Julie

Lady Linda said...

I see your comments on a lot of the posts that I read and just popped over. Oh my, my heart goes out to you. I will pray for you and ask God to help you and your husband. it's comforting to know that blogger friends are always ready to pray!
Hugs,
Linda

BARBIE said...

Praying for you my friend. Asking God to return to you what was taken. Hugs!

Peggy said...

I love your drawing. And you are enough, more than enough and anything you lack you can get from Jesus who has an exhaust able supply
Praying for you!

LeAnn said...

You are such a dear one. Just know you and Eddie are in my prayers. I feel so sad when you feel not enough because you are way more than enough and Heavenly Father and the Savior love you deeply and I do too.
Blessings to you dear friend.

Jo Rose said...

I am praying for you and Eddie. May God comfort you, and change Eddie so he is gentle, loving, and affectionate with you. I hope you have a lovely day.