Sunday, February 23, 2014
Something Is going on-not good
I am a person that shares my life, and my heart very easily. That is just the type of person I am. I have no reason to hide things, or to tell lies. As most of you know, Eddie and I, have been experiencing some bumps in the road in our marriage, every since I had my stroke. Well, recently, those bumps, have become major mountains. Things are not good at all. I do not feel like his wife, I feel like his problem. He talks so hateful to me, yelling at me, and cursing me. He treats me like I am an idiot. The worse thing is, I think he might be cheating on me. Why do I think that? I am home all the time, because I do not work. We only have one car, and I am legally blind, so I do not drive. I have to depend on Eddie for transportation. I always look forward to the weekend, because I know I will get out of the apartment. We go grocery shopping, to the drug store to get our medications, and out to eat sometimes. Eddie has now started going to the store, and other places without me. If I get ready to go with him, like I normally do, he gets angry, does not want me to go with him. Last night, we needed a few things from the store, so I said, come on honey, let's go to the store. He got really mad, did not want me to go. Well, I went anyway. He was so mean to me the entire time. After we got home, and ate supper, he said he had to go to the store. I said, for what? He said, chocolate milk. He bought chocolate milk, the night before, and still had plenty of it left. I said, wait a minute, and I will go with you. He said, no. I do not need you to go, and out the door he went. He was gone for more than an hour. I love Eddie with all that I am. I do not want to believe that he is cheating on me. This really hurts. Here, I will remain, having faith, believing God will restore my marriage.