Friday, March 15, 2013
Do you sometimes feel as if you are running around in circles, but, you are going no where?? That is how I feel so often, totally wore out. From what?? My self!! I allow life, and all of its craziness, to make me feel as if I must do more, and do it faster, and better. Since my stroke, I have a hard time remembering things sometimes. When that happens, I totally beat myself up. Denise, you dummy, I cannot believe you forgot that. What is wrong with you?? Then, I set out to improve, fix myself. Next time, I am not going to forget, no, not me. Yea, right. lol I also find myself racing the clock. Well, Denise, Eddie gets home at 4:20. Get everything done before he gets here, everything. Do not leave anything left undone, be the perfect wife. Show him that you can still do everything, just like you did before your stroke!! So, I get everything done, in record time, may I add. Consequences??? Shortly, after Eddie arrives home, where can you find me? Laid out in my recliner, breathing heavily(no, not passionately!!) wore totally out, legs hurting badly. Think you might have overdone it again Denise?? Who, me?? Yes, me. That is when, I hear these sweet words: Come to me, my beloved daughter. I will give you rest, and comfort for your weary bones. I crawl up in my precious Daddy's lap, and take a much needed nap. Awwwwwwwwww, Daddy's rest, nothing compares to it.