Saturday, November 12, 2011

Letter To My Father

Dear Heavenly Father,  Hello from Your daughter Denise. How are You Father? I pray that You are doing really well. As for me, well, of course, You already know how I am doing. But, I thought I would share with You anyway. I have been feeling down the last couple of days Father.  The enemy, is really trying to use my health problems against me. In what ways, You ask?? Financially, the medical bills are beginning to reach the ceiling. All caused by me, of course.  My health has been causing me to feel physically sick, and depressed. I have been feeling like this will be my last Birthday(next Sunday, November 20) and these Holidays, my last ones.  I feel, as if , my brain will not stop swelling, and that blockage in my brain will cause me to have a massive stroke. But, Father, man is only mere man. You, my Father God, are the one, and only, God. My Saviour, my one, and only, Healer. My true Physician. You created me, and only You, know how many days I have left in this world.  I know, how very close I came to dying when I had my stroke, but, You chose to save me. I praise You for that. You have a reason for keeping me here. Whatever You want from me, I will do Father. I am totally Yours. Have Thine own way Lord, have Thine own way. Bye for now Father. I love You beyond measure.


From the Heart said...

Heavenly Father, you hear the heart cries from my dear sister. I ask that You would answer her prayers, heal her body from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet, make provisions for payment of the medical bills in the name of Jesus. I ask, in the name of Jesus, that You cast out the enemy who is trying to discourage her. He has no authority over her because she is covered by the blood of Jesus. Remove every doubt, every fear and replace it with peace, hope, love and may she feel the presence of the sweet, sweet Holy spirit flooding her mine, soul and body.
She is Your child and I know You care about her, you've brought her so far I can only believe that You have marvelous things for her. I ask that You release Your precious love and let her feel your lovingly arms and Your love like she has never felt before, in the name of Jesus. I thank You for hearing my prayer and for the answers to my request. I love You Father, you have done so many miracles in my life and I truly believe You are going to do the same for Denise.
Love you, my dear sister in Christ, AE

Peggy (mazmagi) said...

Heavenly Father, I come boldly to Your Throne this evening after sharing this time with Denise and reading her letter to You, I need You to take out these thoughts and lies from the enemy and replace them with Your Truth! Pour Your love and HOPE into my sister, Denise!

Satan, I tell you to get out and stop messing with our dear sister Denise in Jesus Name and authority I command you to leave. Leave her thoughts, leave her alone, you are messing with a daughter of the King! Spirit of fear and depression leave and HOPE and STRENGTH of the LORD increase and rise up in Denise

Father, You know everything about Denise and her health both physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. We ask You to come to her as her Provider, her Strength, her Hope, her Light, her Healer, her Sustainer! You are all this and so much more.

LORD, we ask that Denise celebrate her life, every day and not look or speak forth anything as her last. You are her first and her last, the Alpha and Omega.

We speak LIFE into Denise. We speak HEALTH into Denise. We speak HOPE into our dear sister, and we cast out any depression in Jesus name.

Denise, you start speaking forth God's Word when you are feeling down or these thoughts come in. You let God's heal you by His Spirit and Truth. Allow God to lift you up higher and higher. We will not allow the enemy to infiltrate that brain anymore with his lies and steal or rob that warrior within you. Rise up, spirit within Denise and fill her with Your love and a fire to GO ON!!!

Thank you Denise, for sharing openly your feelings and expressing yourself here to our Father so we can join with you! You know He saved you for more than just a few days or months, for all eternity.
Depart from thinking on lasts and let's make some firsts. MIRACLES in YOUR LIFE!!! GLORY to GOD! You speak truths at the end... so they are there, but the fears many times elude us. The power of the enemy and your finances are in God's hands, let GOD PREVAIL. Do not give up hope... do not quit on us. Do not make me cry... I need you and many need you; in your family, in blog land, among your friends, they need to hear all that God has done and is doing...they need to know and come to Jesus because of you.

"greater is He that is in you than he that is of this world"

"God has not given us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power and love and a sound mind"

"cast all your burdens on Him, for He cares for you..."

"Do not worry then, saying, 'What will we eat?' or 'What will we drink?' or 'What will we wear for clothing?' For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things."

"And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus."

Denise, hear are not to blame for any of these medical expense! We talked about this and I thought you got this. His love pours out all over you.

You are a child of the King! You know the Great Physician!
You know the Strength of the Lord is JOY!!!

"But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go out and leap like calves released from the stall." that image should make you smile!!!

Do these words sound familiar?

Dear Heavenly Father my sister of the heart, Denise, has had such a bad year or two, due to satan running wild. Send him to hell where he belongs, keep him far from dear Denise. Lift her up, and love on her Father. She loves You with her whole heart, she is a faithful warrior on Your behalf. I love You so very, very much. Thanks for listening. Amen"

So put on your armor, warrior sister! Be strong and courageous!
And WIN! KICK... and let's give God the victory and glory!

(((HUGS))) and I'm here!!!
Love and so many prayers going up to the Throne room... God's favor and BEST being declared over you,

Peggy (mazmagi) said...



Burdened and heaviness takes us down the wrong road. that' s the trick of the enemy. Don't let it bury you!

Stay on top of those circumstances!

Allow God to work in your life!

Where God is, there is RESTORATION,
there is healing!!!

The message is being spoken directly to you tonight at church!

Wanda's Wings said...

Keep talking to our Father. He hears and loves us.

Peggy (mazmagi) said...

Good morning PRECIOUS sister Denise,

It's a new day! What the enemy tried to steal from you, can't happen. We've kicked him to the pit where he belongs and we place a guard of God's seal and protection around you and your household.

I deleted my 2 comments because they were a break down of the LOOOONG ONE, since I could not see if you'd be able to post it(I made it into 2) but they are the same as the one after Alice's great prayer!
AMEN, sister Alice!!! You pray and say it with such an anointing.

Receive this Denise and the prayers of others to strengthen you today and every day until your birthday and then after that also!!! You claim God's promise and look up.
The spirit of heaviness must leave in Jesus name. You have the victory in Christ Jesus! Notice that the spirit of heaviness is a spirit and we are kicking it out!!! OK!!!

Victory is yours and the glory belongs to God!

Sassy Granny ... said...

From your heart to heaven, what a precious collection. I hear the struggle you're facing, and the hope that gives you strength to see it through. I pray for strength, and for a release from the pain & concern that accompany this difficult illness.

Bless you!

Anonymous said...

Letter from the heart!
I was moved to tears from this post, your story and faith unto our Father shines above and beyond.

None of us know the hour that we will be in the presence of our Heavenly Father.

We are to live our life to be pleasing in His sight, so that when that day comes He will say well done my good and faithful servant.

Denise I believe, you have allowed the light of Jesus Christ to shine in your life, and you are ready whether it be tomorrow, twenty years from now, or whenever.

You have fought the good fight Denise, and the victory is yours, wish all would be ready, for Jesus may come before He calls you Home.

I'll be praying for complete healing for you Denise!

God's blessings to you Denise my sister in Christ!

Thank you so much for your visits to my blog that's titled Humble Path.

Karen said...

Denise, you are here for a reason. God's ways are higher than ours. You are a blessing and you are loved!

MyJourneyBack said...

Oh sweetie. I am on my phone so I can't write
much. I am prayng for you!

Godsgalnj said...

A beautiful letter to the Father. I'm sure He's smiling on you for your sincerity!

Tammi said...

Dear Denise,
Just hopped over here to check on you before my school week starts over again. I'm so glad I did. God says "Before they call, I will answer, and while they are still speaking, I will hear." This means that even before you began to write this prayer, God has already answered it, and while you were still praying, He takes time to listen.
It's okay to feel the way you do. Thank God He understands that we have this treasure of salvation in earthen vessels. He knows our frame is just dust. And when we are at our weakest, His strength is perfect. I'm sure you are sensing His strength even now. (I pray you are.) "My grace is sufficient."
The battle is fought, my sweet sister, when we pray. Remember Moses on the mount kept his arms lifted to God, and the army below was winning, yet whenever he became weak, Aaron and Hur propped Moses' arms up so he could keep his hands lifted to God. Why? Because whenenver Moses' hands began to fall, the enemy began to take over the Israelite army. It's our job as your sisters to prop your arms up so you can keep your hands lifted to the Lord in prayer! I will prop them up on a Stone..the Cornerstone! Our Rock, Jesus!
Be encouraged dear Sister! Keep your hands lifted to the Lord. And when you begin to feel weak, may we all be here to help prop them back up again!
Praise the LORD, out loud, that's the weapon that shuts the enemy down right in his tracks!
Father, we praise You for Your goodness. For Your mercy, for Your faithfulness. We pray right now AGAINST the enemy and pray FOR Your kingdom to come right here in our hearts...Your kingdom of peace, comfort and rest. Bless Denise, Father. She needs encouragement and strength. You are the only One Who can impart this to her by the power of Your Holy Spirit. We ask for Thy will to be done on earth, in our lives, right now, as it is in heaven. We ask for our Daily Bread. Provide the spiritual, financial, physical and emotional needs for our dear sister and her sweet husband. Give him the strength to meet her needs each day. Give them a sweet time of fellowship through this storm, Father. Draw them closer to You, Father, and to each other as well. We pray according to Thy will, BELIEVING that whatever we ask, in Thy name, You will do it! We thank You for hearing and answering our prayers. In Jesus' Name we pray, Amen.
Love you sweet sister!

Doug Spurling said...

Lord, thank you for allowing me the honor of being able to stop by here tonight and visit my sweet sister. Thank you for assurance that You can handle every problem in her life. I don't know the number of our days but I think it's all short compared to eternity whether one day or one hundred years. And so, the best we can do, and this I ask for my sister along with all of these dear prayer warriors already in your throne room on sweet Denise's behalf is to finish well. Lord I pray for a reversal of whatever is causing Denise to live below you good and perfect calling for her life. I pray that she will live and not die until she can boldly proclaim I have run the race, fought a good fight and until the day she is ready to lay down her pen and begin to really live, we pray she will be filled with supernatural joy, wisdom and favor to overcome every obstacle in her way. We give you all the glory and the praise because nothing is impossible with you oh Sovereign Lord Most High.

Donetta said...

Hi Sissy
You know your loved.
WE know you fear, your heart trembles.
WE hear you, I hear you.
Moments, only moments.
I just remembered an old saying from the hills that my momma would use
" you cant get blood out of a turnip". The bills, well know you know that most of those are going to be written off.Those administrators are from the hills too, or at lease they are living there. You could mail them some turnips :) ha!
Let it go, $5 a week if must be, but let it go.

Now on to greater things.
That fussy swelling. That frightened heart. Let Him go when it is time Papa has him. Eddie will be good. It will be hard on him. All that when it is due, that due date is not today. Today hold Eddie. Today well look into the living that includes you. Time will be time, life will go only in that time and not before. NOT one hair can be altered!

I am so sorry for the sadness and the fear. So sad for the suffering and the pain. I love you and wish for you comfort or at least in the midst of the affiliation beauty. Think on the things you have seen, witnessed, heard. Think on a flower a child's smile a robins eye the bright rust of his chest on the green of the grass. Remember beauty may it comfort the images as they invade your mind.

Control them as your able Denise. When your not able to sing breath when the day come if it come sooner that later sis just let go.

Karen said...

Amen to our Father God knowing how we are all doing...He knows...the why...the how...and the is up to us to totally trust in Him...and know He will never fail...never leave...and never let us down...

We can only see the circumstances...He sees the victory...

Col 1:17 - He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

Remember, He loved you first...