My heart is so full of praise for my dear Saviour. If it were not for Him, and His precious love and care for me, I would be totally lost in this world. Recently, things have not been going very well. My health is a battle right now, fighting two major infections, and my diabetes. Also, people have been very rude to me about my hair(I should say, lack of hair). They look at me with such disdain, point, and laugh. It takes me back to my school days, recess was always pure hell for me. The kids would all make fun of my weight, and would not let me play games. They said I was too fat, that I would cause an earthquake. Instead, they pushed me around, and always made me cry. I did not realize that adults could be just as cruel as those school kids were back then. It seems like all I ever do is cry, cry, cry. My dear lovebug is so good to me, he loves me just the way I am. I praise God for my husband. But, I do feel sorry for all that he has to deal with being married to me. Thank You Lord for being close to me, and for always drying my tears. There are times that you even cry with me, tear for tear. Your heart beating in time with my own, is what keeps me going on. All that matters is love, and I know that I have the love of my Lord, and my lovebug. What else could I possibly need?? Bless you all.