Monday, September 24, 2007

Made My Decision


Happy Monday everyone, praying that you all had a lovely weekend. May this week be filled with many moments of happiness for you all. Last week was a rough one for me, filled with quite a bit of bad news health wise. It has all really hit me hard, and I could choose to let satan get on my back, and lead me into the deep dark pit of depression, which would then lead me to cutting myself again, or I can tell satan to go back to hell where he belongs. Well, I made my decision, I told satan to take his lies, depression, and anything else he had planned on using against me, and go back to the pit of hell. But, he will not be taking me with him. I intend to stay as close to my Lord as I can get. I am going to fight the good fight, never giving up. My Lord will give me strength, to stand up to the battles I must face. If I lose my vision, that is ok. I will be at peace with it, I know that there is a reason for everything. God has me in the palm of his hand, I will be ok, no matter what. I love you my friends.

14 comments:

Annabelle said...

*hugs*

It's a FLIP-FLOP World said...

GREAT!! WE don't want satan to win!! I know that you don't!! Somehow and only with God's help you will make it through all of this!! I cannot really know how you feel but you have had some bad news lately and so now you have to turn that negative into a positive!! Good post!! Keep up the faith...

Jen said...

WTG my friend
Im pleased you told the master of lies to back off
Im praying for you
love you
HUGS

PS Im very proud of you
and Praise God for the work He has done in you
He has seen you through so fart and He will continue to stand beside you

Donetta said...

Hay Sis, there are so many who have eyes and don't see. I can not know the pain of your battle but I know pain is like. We have known comfort as well. May the God of all comfort take your face in in hands and hold you. Study what you need to be prepared now. My grand mother was blind and never saw my face. Study all you need to know now. Equip your self for this journey. Use the anger energy outward. Make that energy compel you forward. Depression is only anger inward. It is fine to be angry! We have work to do. This is a battle that will be turned to your favor. Who can know the mind of God. We do know his heart toward us!
I weep with you my friend I also stand with you. Reach out if you turn in to stop the anger from hurting yourself.

According to HIS Power said...

Praying for you, hon! Continue with the positive attitude, Satan can't get through that way!

Love and Prayers,

Julie

Talk..to..Grams said...

You did good telling the devil to go back where he belongs!! He just tells us lie after lie and we can choose to believe him or not!! and good for you..... You chose NOT to belive him...... He is the Father of lies and that is where it all comes from...... Not from our Heavenly Father!! He is telling us He Love us and He is our Healer!! Not our destroyer!

I know this has to be very hard when you are in the middle of the battle!

I know you are praying and believing God everyday...... All your friends are standing in the Gap for you and praying for you, too..... I love you!! Grams

Sharon said...

The devil is a liar--oh that we had a mussel to shut his mouth. One day!
Soak in the word. Let it fill you.
May you find that when your minds eyes start to drift from the truth that you find a song in your heart reminding you of what is true.
God to sleep with him on your mind and take a moment at waking to see what He has been speaking and singing over you.
His words are LIFE.
Love ya girl!

Donetta said...

Love you sweetie!

Denise said...

I can't even think of what to say. I'll be praying for you. The Lord is able to bring you through this.

Sonya said...

You are truly amazing! I am so proud of you and send you many hugs through the internet. You are truly a blessing here on earth. I am continuing to pray for you. I know you are very much in our Lord's hands. He is smiling on you..

Love you bunches,
Sonya

Gretchen said...

Lord, I pray that you would fill Denise with your Holy Spirit of love, hope, peace, and joy. Thank You for her presence in my life. In Jesus' name, amen.
xxxooogretchen

Heather Cox said...

Joshua 1:9 Be strong and courageous for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. I hope it isn't into darkness, but even in the darkness He is there. My dearest grandma has macular degeneration and is still the most amazing prayer warrior I know. Sight isn't necessary to pray - just vision.

Oldqueen44 said...

Keep hanging on tight to the grace of God. My prayers are continuing for you.

Old Fashioned Girl said...

You're a very brave lady ...