Hello my friends, praying that you are all doing well. I have had a sad week, I have really been missing my Momma. The memories have really been overwhelming me, including taking over my dreams. The hard part of all of it, has been the fact, that all the memories are really bad memories. Such as the night that Eddie and I stood by her bed, taking turns holding her down, while she had over twenty seizures, one right after the other, or the very first time I watched her have a seizure in the hospital, or the day the Doctor told me that my Momma was going to die, I was alone at the time. And, the one that keeps coming back to try to haunt me, is the day that I walked in her room, and found her dead. I know that satan is trying to bring me down into the pit of hell, that I was in last year after Momma died, but I refuse to go back there. God brought me through the fire, and I praise Him for that. I have cried all week, I am crying right now, and I will probably cry the rest of the week, but that is ok. God is with me, and He knows that I am only human. I know that my Momma is no longer in any kind of pain, she suffers from no type of sickness, and never has to go through another seizure, PRAISE GOD!!!! I love You my precious Saviour, I love You. Please give my Momma a great big hug for me. I love you Momma, and I miss you more with every heartbeat, but we will be together again one day soon,love your little nesie.