Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Tuesday@Ten-When

He opens his mouth, and from his tongue, the weapons of my destruction begin to roll out. I try to move in different directions, to guard my heart from more harm. But, unfortunately, it never works. My mind, spirit, and heart, always obtain damage from his attacks. When will these attacks stop? When will I learn, some things never change. A leopard never changes its spots. He tricks me for awhile, with his adoreable smile. When will I quit falling for his tricks, or will I always be his target, and silly rabbit?? When, when, when???

6 comments:

Denise said...

Opening Your heart and soul,expressing Yourself poetically almost makes Me say how lovely is Your written talent.How can I though, when it's all too real and painful.So scary even when You love Him so much.Only You know if You need to find real help in Your city.Someone can even come and pick You up and help You find You help-Love Denise

LeAnn said...

Bless your heart dear one; I am sorry that you have a bad moment with the one you love. I am sure he loves you very much. Sometimes, one will lash out at the one they love the most when they are scared or angry. Sending love and extra hugs your way!

Peggy said...

OK Denise ... I maybe don't understand this and sent you an email about it but know that I am praying (as you wrote) with and for you!!! I really hope this is not what it sounds like.

Since you put this on your blog and it's under this {Tues. Ten When} maybe that will explain some of this. This is so heart wrenching ... I'm adding this after reading the two comments that are published. I'm so glad that at least you are able to express and get it out and really well done (I might add) but that's beside the point. I am deeply concerned for you, this is something you need to immediately share and get help. OK? because this curse must be reversed. I can't believe that this is happening again. (or is this from the past hurt?) (sigh) frustrated that I'm not there or someone to take you for help. Please go see someone.

Sending my prayers, love and big hugs ...but you need a real someone to talk this through.
Love you so much Denise, Peggy

Alecia Simersky said...

Oh Denise. It hurts my heart to read words like this from you. You do not deserve to be talked to in an abusive manner. You are worth so much more. You are a child of God, royalty...a queen. Sending you prayers.

aspiritofsimplicity said...

I like your acrostic poem and I am glad you are feeling better after your fall.

Diana said...

Dear Denise, Happy Valentines Day. Loving you with God's love. Diana