Dear me, well, tomorrow morning, is the heart walk. We have been waiting for this day, for months. Physically, I am not feeling well. Head has been pounding all day, stomach is tyyed up in knots, feeling extremely nauseaous. Emotionally, and mentally, confidence, as always, is none existent. Nervous, due to the fact, no one will be there with me. But, yet,, that is far from true, my Father God, will be walking, right by my side. As I told my counselor, I can, and will, do this. I am a survivor.