Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Learning To Accept Myself
Well, I have an appointment with my counselor Thursday. I had to cancel my appointment last week, because Eddie was in the hospital. She said, I have to continue with my therapy, because in order to take care of Eddie, I must take care of myself. That is very true, wise words. She is really trying to help me to love, and accept myself, just as I am. Wow, this is going to be a long, hard journey. For 51 years, I have hated myself. Slowly, I am pulling back the layers of myself, and beginning to forgive myself, for so much self hate. Praise God, for helping me on this journey!! I am one of His daughters, and He is making me run this race of life. He is taking the negative thoughts, and words away from me. He is constantly helping me to push onward, and one day upward, woo hoo!! He is showing me, that I am not perfect, but, I am His. I need to be who I am, nothing more, and nothing less.