Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Hello

Hello to all of my precious friends, praying everyone is doing well. I talked to our Father this morning about all of you. Father sends His love. I can feel all of the love and prayers, that you are all sending my way. Thanks so much for thinking of me. Life has been crazy lately, a whirlwind. Appointments constantly, woo hoo. I see a lung doctor, heart doctor, primary care doctor, eye doctor, diabetes doctor, neurologist, and a therapist. Yes, a therapist!!! It's true, I am a total nut, fell off my family tree!! lol  Be honest, aren't we all a little nutty????  I have recently discovered, that to live in this world, you have to be nutty. In therapy, I am trying to learn some self esteem, have always hated myself, also focusing on my body image. Have had eating disorders all my life. At one point, I constantly overate, stuffing my feelings, and getting bigger, and bigger. Then, when I had my stroke, I flipped, and became anorexic. Right now, I am struggling with my weight. I am five foot tall, and weigh 120. I feel I am overweight, so I am trying to lose more weight. Last, but certainly, not least, I am trying to work on my marriage in therapy.  Wow, heavy  stuff, but my Father is here, carrying me. He faithfully goes with me to all of my appointments, He will get me through this new journey in my life.

11 comments:

Saleslady371 said...

So good to see you in blogland, beautiful lady. I'm glad you can feel my prayers for you and your healing and marriage. I love you!

Sharon said...

Oh dear friend, so good to hear from you. You have certainly had more than your share of troubles in the last several years. But I am so glad that you're in the good care of doctors who can help you. Not to mention our Great Physician who continues to hold on to you so tightly with His love.

And yes, I have to agree, you have to be nutty to make it in this life. Fortunately for us, this life is not the end of the story.

Love you.

GOD BLESS!

cynia said...

Great you've got a therapist!

Peggy said...

Oh my goodness ... Praise God! Our Dear Denise is popping in with her "sweet hello" ... oh, how wonderful it is just to see you and your blog show up on my reading list. I thought at first I was imagining it or it was an old one and I wondered "how is this here?" You must have a doctor for every part that need healing but I am sure that the one you spoke too first this morning, that Great Physician and Healer has His eye on each one and He hears every need you have, with His hand on each of them. So good to know that they all are keeping you in good health care and as you wrote and know "we (I am) are praying" ... My they keep you busy, no wonder I have not seen you since you were suppose to be back online for your own good. It really is your spiritual and social outlet that you need too! I know Abba is with you and goes to every one of those appointments because you are so precious and He cares so much for you as I do (and many others). So much to work on but you be good to you, OK? You're the sweetest nut I know and you're right, we all are "nutty". Love and best to you as you continue getting well. I love you Denise and miss you ever so much! So, so good to hear your little update. (sigh) ...actually it's a big relief! God continue with you on your healing journey and through it all, know how much you are loved! ~ Peggy

Debbie Huffaker said...

Bless your heart....with all you're going through and such a positive attitude. Prayers for you.

Beth said...

We all have struggles of some sort. I totally understand the feeling of eating to cram down pain.

I pray complete healing in every area of your life Denise. <3

Hugs and blessings!
Beth

LeAnn said...

It is so nice to see you back on here. I have been thinking about you and wondering how you were and still praying for you. I am happy you are doing everything you can to get better. I believe that Heavenly Father helps and can heal us but we must do our part too; to take care of oneself.
I agree we are all a little nutty and at some point of our lives could use a therapist to help us out a bit.
Well keep up the good works and enjoy the moments and know that you are loved by Heavenly Father and also by me.
Blessings and hugs!

Karen said...

(((Denise)))

Love you, sis!

Stephanie said...

Dearest Denise, it is so good to "see" you on your blog. You remain in my thoughts and prayers, dear one. Yes, God is greater and He is with you... Love to you!

Marsha said...

I'm so thankful you are reaching out to your friends again, Sweetie. You are God's Princess Warrior. Our Daddy is the King, so that makes you a woman of great worth. Know you are loved eternally by Him, and I think you are one of the most special women I've ever meet. Love, hugs, and many prayers.

Denise said...

: ) You are 5 foot : ) just a little sweetie