Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Hello to all of my precious friends, praying everyone is doing well. I talked to our Father this morning about all of you. Father sends His love. I can feel all of the love and prayers, that you are all sending my way. Thanks so much for thinking of me. Life has been crazy lately, a whirlwind. Appointments constantly, woo hoo. I see a lung doctor, heart doctor, primary care doctor, eye doctor, diabetes doctor, neurologist, and a therapist. Yes, a therapist!!! It's true, I am a total nut, fell off my family tree!! lol Be honest, aren't we all a little nutty???? I have recently discovered, that to live in this world, you have to be nutty. In therapy, I am trying to learn some self esteem, have always hated myself, also focusing on my body image. Have had eating disorders all my life. At one point, I constantly overate, stuffing my feelings, and getting bigger, and bigger. Then, when I had my stroke, I flipped, and became anorexic. Right now, I am struggling with my weight. I am five foot tall, and weigh 120. I feel I am overweight, so I am trying to lose more weight. Last, but certainly, not least, I am trying to work on my marriage in therapy. Wow, heavy stuff, but my Father is here, carrying me. He faithfully goes with me to all of my appointments, He will get me through this new journey in my life.