Friday, August 9, 2013
Five Minute Friday- Lonely
I am very lonely, missing my husband, my beloved. He has been missing since I had my stroke on Labor Day 2011. Not only did I lose a big part of my self, I also lost my husband. He went missing the minute I came home from the rehab hospital. I know it upset him that I had a stroke, totally understand that. But, he turned against me, I do not understand that at all. He now constantly ignores me, or yells at me, curses me, shows much anger toward me. Does not treat me like his wife, instead, he treats me like someone he is just stuck with. It hurts beyond words. Lonely, yes, that definitely is a word that describes me at this time in my life. Gut wrenching lonely, feeling empty, drained, all out of love. Plenty of love to give, but receiving none in my marriage.