Sunday, June 23, 2013

Peeling away the layers

This process of peeling away the layers of myself, and my marriage, is not going to be easy, but I must do it. I refuse to stay in a stagnant , dying marriage. I choose to regrow, renew, and refresh, my life, and my marriage. I am still me, that fact will never change, I pray only to improve myself. I want to be the woman, person, and wife, that Eddie deserves, and that I want to be. I pray that through all of this, I will not lose any of you as my friends. Please try to understand, and accept, the new me that I am striving to become. I love you all very much.

20 comments:

moreofhim said...

Praying for you! I was reading somewhere (can't remember where now) about a woman going through a similar situation. Her mother told her that God loved her so much, He wouldn't want her to be treated the way she was treated by her husband. As difficult as your situation is, I do believe that God wants our husbands to love us as Jesus loves the church, and when we aren't, it's wrong. I pray that God will give you the strength you need and the confidence to keep going forward. I

Many blessings to you!

Farida said...

I am so sorry to heal that Ms Denise. Nonetheless, you are not alone here. I'm sure our good Lord hears your every prayer.

I tagged you in a meme, I hope you don't mind. You can also email me at inlovewithsunflower@yahoo.com so I could forward the A-Z list to you because my blog is right click protect. Stay happy!

http://www.inlovewithsunflower.com/2013/06/the-abcs-of-me_23.html

Just Be Real said...

Ouch! Hugs to you my friend. Freedom is our goal in our pain.

Denise said...

Sounds exciting to Me.I want to be a better wife too.The wife God wants Me to be,why in earth would that ever bother anyone is beyond Me. Love and hugs Denise

Peggy said...

You have a lot of difficult things going on in your life right now. Sending up a prayer for you.

Joyful said...

Dear Denise, I think life is a process of ever growing, learning and reinventing. We are the same basic people inside but God gives us each day so we can become better and better in Him. I think that is what you are trying to do and what we should all be doing. May God's grace sustain you as you move forward. Love and peace, xx

Laurie Collett said...

Praying for you, Denise! He will never leave you nor forsake you, and He has a plan for your life at the very center of all His blessings. His love is infinite and He has the power to work all things together for our good.
Love in Him,
Laurie

Mijn hobby hoekje ✄ said...

Denise friend i have deleted my christian blog. I need to obey my husband people get. Irritated for every stuff
Very fast. On internet If we are closed to god we dont feeled offended for small issues my concience is clean. No grunches. But i idecided. Im keeping my dutch blog. Is better. I am no drama person. I have a stable life thanks to god i love people but i made a choice sorry. Praying for you. Wish you. the best. I cannot keep alouding bitter people. Pick me up and throw me when they pleases. Thats not A godly behavior. So my dear husband told me to stop. Blessings for you en eddie

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Marian said...

Es un proceso Denise. Cuenta con nuestro apoyo y nuestra oración. Un abrazo grande. Dios te bendiga.

Sarah said...

Refresh. Renew. Rejoice ... my theme song right now.

Oh sweet friend, you are such an encouragement to so many ... may God simply pour right back into your heart.

Be blessed bunches,
Sarah

HOOTIN ANNI said...

Be strong...in the eyes of God, you dear one will achieve great things!!

ஐღReneeღஐ said...

Dropping by to see how you are doing :)
Blessings,Renee

sweetvintageofmine said...

Evening Denise, I went back and read a few of your posts...WOW! You are on the right track! I didn't quite know what you mean't about losing a few friends? but I believe that prayers have been answered! When you step out in faith, things are going to change for the better! I'm so happy for your new motivation. God will honor you!! Blessings~~~Roxie

Tam said...

And Eddie needs to be the husband you deserve too.

Dee said...

The first lesson the Lord taught me as a new christian is"Lord Change me." You can not change your Eddie but you can change how you relate to him. I will be praying.

Sharon said...

Totally understand what you're talking about. This past Monday I posted a poem I wrote about being molded by The Potter. You might be interested in reading it - as I also talked about how it's not easy to change.

You will not lose me. Old Denise, new Denise - I'm here for it all!

GOD BLESS!

Wanda said...

Blessings to you Denise. Failure to change means a lack of growing. May find continue freedom in the you that you're becoming.

Ma said...

You have a wonderful attitude, Denise. You will succeed:)

LeAnn said...

You are loved back and I pray for you to reach your goal. However, I think you are already there. You have a beautiful spirit that resides within you.
Blessings!