Tuesday, October 2, 2012

On Your Heart Tuesday

Hello everyone, what is on my heart today? This may sound crazy, but, my brain is on my heart today. Last Tuesday evening, I had an MRI/MRA done of my brain and vessels. I have not been feeling well, experiencing several symptoms that I experienced, when I had my previous strokes. My Doctors nurse was suppose to call me last Thursday, or Friday, with the results. I did not hear anything from her. So, first thing Monday morning, I called her. She said, my Doctor had read the report, and wanted to talk to me. He was suppose to call me today, well, he did not call. I called the place where I had the test done, asked them if they could give me the results. They told me that my test had been read, and sent to my Doctor. They said, he should have already talked to me about the results. So, I continue to wait, and wonder. I will be calling him again, first thing in the morning. I know, God continues to hold me lovingly in the palm of His hand. Prayfully, the test will have shown nothing new. But, there is always the what ifs?? In my case the what ifs include-possible new blocked artery(on top of the already 100% blocked artery in the back of my brain), narrowing of blood vessels in my neck, or brain, swelling of my brain again. But, regardless, God is in control of my life. I choose not to let fear overcome me. God numbers my days, not Doctors.

13 comments:

Pam said...

Your strong spirit and positive outlook continue to amaze me, Denise. You are a testament to total trust in God's faithfulness.

V said...

I will pray for you.

Maple Lane said...

Remembering you in prayer. I hope you get to talk with the dr. tomorrow.

Cathy said...

Amen Denise...God numbers our days! I have lost several loved ones so unexpected, and some that should have be called home are still here! God knows our beginning from our ending!~ Do NOT Fear! You are ministering LOVE and Jesus to many many people! Continue on!!! ♥♥♥

Katie said...

that is so frustrating that they haven't called yet. God is definitely teaching you something, but I'm sure it is so hard to be patient, but here you are waiting on the Lord. Love your peace - you are an encouragement to me!

Anita said...

Hi Denise,

Thank you for your post.

Your words, 'God numbers my days...', really spoke to me and is so true.

I hope you can speak to your Dr soon.

Blessings, in His name.

LeAnn said...

Wow, I hate it when the physcians don't call back. It is so frustrating and you can't help but worry a bit. I love your postitive thoughts and I do believe that you are being watched over and Heavenly Father loves you; and I know you know that too.
Blessings and prayers!

joy said...

Strong faith inspite of everything. Bless your heart Denise. You are in my prayer.

Joyful said...

Amen, Denise. God numbers every hair on our head and our days here on earth too. He loves and cares for you. You are in my prayers. Love J

Marie Louise said...

It's not so correct of the doctor he didn't call you.
Hope you will speak him today Denise.
Wish you all the best.
You're so strong..
I pray for you..

Hugs,Marga

Cathy said...

I can't believe you have not heard anything yet, Denise. Bless your heart. I hope you can talk to the doctor tomorrow. Praying for you, Dear. Love you

Martha said...

hi Denise, thanks for stopping by my blog. I recently had a brain surgery too, but transsphenoidal. You hold an amazing positive attitude, while I was afraid and depressed when they first found the tumor. But I've learnt, God loves us, loves us deeply. And by His stripes we are healed. I'm almost healed, and I pray He too will carry you through in his arms of love.

Annmarie Pipa said...

it is not unreasonable to expect the dr to call you with these kind of results. The squeaky wheel works.