Tuesday, October 2, 2012
On Your Heart Tuesday
Hello everyone, what is on my heart today? This may sound crazy, but, my brain is on my heart today. Last Tuesday evening, I had an MRI/MRA done of my brain and vessels. I have not been feeling well, experiencing several symptoms that I experienced, when I had my previous strokes. My Doctors nurse was suppose to call me last Thursday, or Friday, with the results. I did not hear anything from her. So, first thing Monday morning, I called her. She said, my Doctor had read the report, and wanted to talk to me. He was suppose to call me today, well, he did not call. I called the place where I had the test done, asked them if they could give me the results. They told me that my test had been read, and sent to my Doctor. They said, he should have already talked to me about the results. So, I continue to wait, and wonder. I will be calling him again, first thing in the morning. I know, God continues to hold me lovingly in the palm of His hand. Prayfully, the test will have shown nothing new. But, there is always the what ifs?? In my case the what ifs include-possible new blocked artery(on top of the already 100% blocked artery in the back of my brain), narrowing of blood vessels in my neck, or brain, swelling of my brain again. But, regardless, God is in control of my life. I choose not to let fear overcome me. God numbers my days, not Doctors.