Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Carry Me Lord

This battle here at my home, is very real, and getting worse. Lord, satan has his grimy hands, all over my husband. Eddie is not physically abusing me, but there are other ways to hurt someone. He is emotionally, and verbally abusing me. Believe me, sticks and stones may break my bones, but words from my forever loves mouth, can break my heart. A broken heart, can actually hurt more, than broken bones. Sunday, he got upset with me because I was sick, again. He yelled at me, and cursed me very badly, used the f word over, and over again. Said I was stressing him out, and then he left. He was gone over an hour, then he came home. Lord, please continue to carry me through this. Help me deal with this. I love Eddie, and I refuse to give up on him, or my marriage. Give me strength to battle on. Thank You Lord.

29 comments:

RCUBEs said...

So sorry to hear about this sister Denise..I just prayed for both of you and will keep you in my prayers as always. It's hard when physical maladies become a burden. I pray the Lord will touch brother Eddie's heart and help him in all ways and areas that bother him. God bless and protect you sister. Love you.

Boo and Kari said...

I understand your pain. I've been there. Remember whose you are and keep close to Him. Lifting you and your husband up to our Lord to be enfolded in his healing arms.

MyJourneyBack said...

I am so sorry to hear this. I will keep praying for you. I will pray that God will restore your marriage and His relationship to sweet Eddie. I will pray for Eddie's health as well.
Sending you a hug and a tail wag!
Love Daisy and Sherry

From the Heart said...

My prayers are with you. Never give up, God hears you and I just know that He will answer your prayers. It seems the enemy is attacking all of us but never give up. God is in control and He hears your heart's cries.

Father, please heal my sister's body and her heart in the name of Jesus. Keep calling Eddie until he answer You, Father, in the name of Jesus. Let my sister feel Your loving arms holding her, helping her in all that she needs. Thank You, Father, for the answer to her prayers and others that are praying. I love You and know what it feels like when the enemy comes in like a flood. The spirit of the Lord will lift up a standard against him. (Isaiah 59:1) Amen. Once in the 80's and recently I was fighting a battle and the Lord reminded me of what I did in the 80's. I got some olive oil and went around and anointed every door post in our apartment. I even opened the front door and kicked the enemy out. I was having ringing in my ears and it got so loud I could not stand it. I started praying and did what I wrote above. The ringing has stopped but he still tries to put it back on me and I refuse it in the name of Jesus. My husband was having some problems that medicine was not helping so I even anointed him the same time I did the apartment. Never give up God is with you and He will give You boldness to stand up against sluefoot (that's what my Mother used to call him.)

God be with you and know that I am standing with you in prayer.
Love you, AE

Terra said...

Denise, this is a hard thing to go through. "But I will sing of Your strength, in the morning I will sing of Your love; for You are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble." Psalm 59:16

Telaviv Yohanka said...

I Love You So Much My Sis Denise.
I'm sorry.
the only way and always I go, when not to do, is jesus.
Continuous constantly asking his will and direction.
God bless you.

Karen said...

(((Denise)))

Praying for victory in this battle, sis...

Melanie said...

Praying for you both, Denise!!

Katharine said...

Praying covering, peace and protection for you.((hugs))

Alecia said...

I'm so sorry Denise. Please be strong and know you are being covered in prayers.

Joyful said...

So sorry, Denise. Adding my prayers to all here. Dear God keep our dear sister in strength, peace and joy.

Lauren Davenport said...

I'm also praying for you. Sending lots of love and hugs to you.

joy said...

Oh! That really hurts. It is not your fault that you are sick and I pray that he will understand that.
Be strong in the Lord Denise.

Beth (A Mom's Life) said...

Praying for both of you, Denise.

Gilligan Maryanne said...

Denise,
I am so sorry for this!!!
Lord, as you have heard through others praying, please lift Denise and Eddy up to her...we know she totally loves him and in today's times that is so much, Satan, we also know that you are no longer welcome in Denise & Eddy's home in fact you never did belong there in Jesus name satan get thee behind denise!!! you are no longer welcome here!!!!
Matthew 16:23
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”

Wanda's Wings said...

I am so sorry. Prayer does change things.

my simple reflections said...

no words for..denise..pray and have your time with God..only God can help you..i can related in many things i went thrue in the past..as i read your posts...dont get discouraged..also this storm will pass..jesus is faithfull thats why i love him so much...praying for you friend..

Dee said...

Praying peace over your home...

Dolly@Soulstops said...

So sorry, Denise...praying for you and Eddie.. {{Hugs}}

Jennifer Dougan said...

Hi Denise,

Do you have any Christian counselors near by? It is so wise to gather help from those who know more than us. No stigma there, and you are definitely dealing with some hard stuff here, girl.

Praying for you tonight,

Jennifer Dougan
www.jenniferdougan.com

Laurie Collett said...

Praying for you, dear one, and for Eddie too. May God embrace and uplift you both, to be reminded of the self-sacrificing love of Christ Who so loved the church that He gave Himself for it.
Love in Him,
Laurie

Jennifer Peterson said...

Praying for you!!!

Lea said...

Praying for you daily my friend.
Stay strong and keep your armor on.
xoxo

Michele Williams said...

I'm so sorry dear sister. These are stressful times and when a couple goes through the stresses of chronic physical health along with the continued financial stress it can bring about attitudes that are not pleasing to our Lord. We certainly will lift the both of you in our prayers.

Love you.

Annmarie Pipa said...

you gotta be feeling the prayers for you and your husband....

Pia said...

Father, i ask that you touch eddie's heart and help him see through your eyes. i pray that you touch their marriage too. i also ask healing for denise. Lord, you know what's going on in their home and i pray that you fix it. i know you can and i know you will. i ask this in faith in Jesus' mighty name, amen!

Cathy said...

Denise, the LORD WILL SEE YOU THROUGH! You have lots of love here..and we are real also!!! I am sooo sorry you are being abused when NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT!!!

I LOVE YOU!!! ♥♥♥

hjacobs30@gmail.com said...

I stopped by to thank you for stopping by my blog. And am so thankful I did, I will be praying for you and your marriage and your husband and son. God's grace is more than enough, and praying you know his mercy and love today!

Jocelyn said...

My heart breaks for you... I hope things get better! *hugs*