Tuesday, September 18, 2012
On Your Heart Tuesday
My life is on my heart today. Right now, I feel as if my life is a beautiful mess. Sounds crazy right? But, it is truly how I feel. Physically, I am a mess. One of my Doctors actually compared me to a Cadillac, in need of major repairs. Ha!! At least, he did not compare me to an old pick-up truck, or a dump truck. Cadillac, woo hoo!! I am so tired all the time, out of breathe, dizzy, head hurts, legs hurt, getting around very slowly. My eyes are in pain most of the time. I have an appointment with my neurologist Monday, September 24. He wants to do an MRI on me, to see if I have had another stroke. So, as you can see, things here are a mess. Even though things are quite messed up, I am happy. Why am I happy? Because, it is not an ugly mess, instead, it is a beautiful mess. What makes it a beautiful mess?? The precious hands of Jesus, now that is pure beauty. I feel my Saviour closer to me everyday. He is right in the middle of my mess with me, carrying me through it. That is what makes it beautiful, not ugly. The sicker, and weaker, I feel, the more strength, He pours into me. He is not letting go of me, He promised. Together, we will repair this Cadillac, and fly down the highway together, once again.