Sunday, May 13, 2012
Happy Mother's Day Momma
Happy Mother's Day to my beautiful angel momma in heaven. I cannot believe this is my seventh Mother's Day without you. I miss you more each day that passes by, you are always in my thoughts. Alot has happened since last Mother's Day. I had a stroke momma, can you believe that? I sure couldn't. But, it happened. I wanted you so badly, really needed to talk to you. I wish I could have opened my eyes in intensive care, and seen your beautiful face, smiling at me, and your precious hand holding tightly onto mine. There is no one who loves me like you did momma, and no one that understands, and accepts me like you do. I woke up yesterday morning, and this morning, crying out for you. I told Eddie, that I wanted, and needed my momma. The last few weeks have been very rough, physically, and emotionally. Wish you were here to give me those awesome momma hugs, need them so much. But, I am going to be ok. You know why? Because you are my momma, such an inspiration. You went through so much at the end of your life, suffering with so many physical problems. Bless your heart, you never complained, just kept smiling through it all. I am my Mother's daughter. I refuse to complain, or moan, and groan. Instead, I will praise God for all He has done, and continues to do for me. Thanks for loving me the way you did, and for being my dear momma. I will never forget you, the memories are deeply imprinted on my heart. I wish there was a staircase to heaven, I would come see you today, and give you Nesie love. I love you so very, very much momma. Always, and forever.