Friday, April 20, 2012
One Day At A Time
Precious Lord, I am crying out the words of this song to You. Help me to take one day at a time. Yesterday, was another bad, and scary day for me. My blood sugar dropped, and I could not get it to go back up. I was trying my best to treat the reaction, by doing the things I usually do, but it did not work. My blood sugar went from 51, to 48 very quickly, then to 59. It did not go up until after Eddie got home, then it finally went up to 90. I was sweating really bad, feet and legs were badly swollen, hurt to walk. My mind was getting fuzzy, and confused, was so scared. It felt as if my body was totally shutting down on me, and that is actually, what was happening. That is how my big brother died in May of 2008. Lord, thank You for staying with me, and once again, pulling me through, until my husband got here. I love You more than my mere words can express. Help me to remain strong in this battle Lord, continue to equip me to battle on. I am not going to give up, or give in to defeat. I am in this, to win this.