Well, it is almost 1:30 in the morning here in Tennessee. I have cried so much, I can barely see. My heart is aching with deep sorrow. I cannot believe that my brother is gone, diabetes took him from me. I hurt so badly for his wife, and two children. I hurt for my sister, and my other brother. I hurt for all of his friends, he had so many friends. I hurt for my dad. God help them all through this season of mourning, please comfort their hurting hearts. God, I lost my momma two years ago, and now my big brother. Please help me to endure this pain, it hurts so much. I know he is with You, and I am so very thankful for that. But, I want my brother, I want to give him a huge hug, and tell him over and over how much I love him. I miss him, Father, I miss him. I love you big brother, now, and always.