“I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you...” Jeremiah 29:11 (The Message)All my life, I dreamed of being a mom one day. I would play with my dolls, dressing them, feeding them, mostly loving them. When I met my dear lovebug, I knew I wanted to make a home with him, and have his children. We were married in April 1985, immediately we decided to start trying to have a baby. Well, things did not go as planned, and after 15 years of trying to conceive, in April 2000, I had to have a total hysterectomy. So, it was not Gods plan for me to be a mom. Five years down the road, 2005, my momma became very sick. She was living with us, I became her caregiver. All of my time, and attention was spent on my momma. She needed me, and I was honored to be there for her. I saw Gods plan clearly, our roles had been reversed. I was now mothering my momma. God saw me through the hardest days of my life, He took such loving care of me, as I took care of my momma. As I watched my momma fading away, God came closer and closer to me. He used this precious time, to teach me some very valuable life lessons. I praise Him for planning out my life, and always being there by my side, taking gentle loving care of me.