Hello my friends, there is something that is weighing very heavily on my heart. I have decided to share it with you. If you have noticed, I never talk about my church.Well, that is because I have not been to church in quite awhile. When my momma got so sick, I could not leave her. I was taking care of her 24 hours a day. After she passed away in April of 2006, Eddie did not want to go back to church. He had been hurt by the church, and was not willing to try again. I have cried many tears over this situation, and pray continuously about it. Eddie is such a good man, and he believes in the Lord, and he loves the Lord very much. I have asked him to go to various churches to see where he would feel comfortable, and where God would lead us. His answer is always no, he will not be moved on this issue. I have totally given this over to God, God knows my husbands heart. I realize that some people may choose to look down on me because I am not attending a church. But, God knows me, and He loves me. I am so very in love with my dear Saviour, and I will never stop loving Him. I will give Him praise all the days of my life. Whether or not I am in church, or at home, or anywhere I am, I will shine my light brightly for Jesus. My Saviour lives within me, that will never change. I love my husband, and I pray that one day, he will want to go back to church. If that does not happen, I will still love my lovebug. It is in Your hands precious Lord. Thanks for letting me share my heart my friends, I pray for understanding hearts. Be blessed everyone.