Hello my friends, thanks for all of your prayers. I can really feel them, they keep me going. I love and appreciate all of you. It was not a good visit, much dissappointment. The doctor told me that my diabetes is eventually going to kill me, that my kidneys are going to get worse, and my heart, if my blood sugars do not get under control. They are running in the 400's again, he said they need to at least get in the 100's. The damage that it is doing to not only my eyes, but my entire body is aweful. I told him how bad the pain in my eyes is, after checking them, he said it was due to severe dryness, and very high pressure in both eyes. He said, I need to get that cataract out of my left eye, and have the right eye lasered. The scar tissue in my right eye is really bad, and getting worse. The problem is that with such high pressure in both eyes, due to my high blood sugars, he cannot due any procedures on me right now. It would be extremely too dangerous. So, I have to wait until June 5, then go back to see him, if my blood sugars are better, then he will be able to do some procedures on me. Eddie is very upset, he hates to see me suffer with this pain. He wants me to be helped now, not later. I understand how he feels, but it is all in Gods time, not our time. I just have to rest in my Fathers arms, as He teaches me more patience. Please continue to pray.