I am very thankful for my husband that always holds me close, and dries my tears. The last few nights have been really hard, I have been missing my momma so much. The memories come flooding into my heart every night, but Eddie pulls me close, and soothes my hurting heart with the precious balm of his love. I thank God for blessing me with Eddie as my husband, without him, I would be incomplete. Sometimes, especially since losing my momma, I feel like a fragile women that could easily break. I feel that I have come a long way since momma passed away last April, I made my way out of the deep dark pit of depression, thanks to God holding tightly onto my hand, and pulling me up, and into His loving arms. I quit cutting myself, thanks to God telling me that I was allowed to show my pain, that I did not have to hide it, and feel ashamed anymore. But, there are still times, when I feel the urge very strongly to cut myself, because I hurt so badly. I am thankful, that when those times come, I can go running straight to my hiding place. My hiding place is like a clubhouse, the only members allowed are:God, and Eddie. Thank You God for blessing my life, and thank you Eddie. I love you both with all I am.