I am missing my father, and his love today. I really wish I could be spending the day with him, celebrating him. But, you cannot make someone love you, or be a part of your life, not even your father. I have not seen my father since my mommas funeral April 24, 2006. Before that day, it had been about five years since I had seen him. At mommas funeral, before he left , he patted me on the back, and said to me, I might call you sometime. Well, no phone call yet. My heart aches for a relationship with him, but I must accept that he does not want me in his life. But, praise be to my heavenly Father. He created me, I am the apple of His eye. He enjoys my company, and loves our relationship. So, I am going to crawl up in my Fathers lap, and enjoy some quality Father-daughter time. I love you Father.