About My Mom

I received a comment from anonymous tonight, it really made me think. I never want to mislead any of my blogger friends in anyway. She had read my post regarding my Bible study, in which I had written about my father and mother. She said she did not understand how I can make my mother sound so angelic in my posts, when she did the things that she did to me in my life. Well, the answer is, forgiveness. Yes, my mother hurt me on my 22 birthday, by telling me she and my father did not want me, she actually tried to abort me. Yes, it hurt when my stepfather sexually abused me when I was 17, and my mother did not believe me, and she kicked me out. But, I loved her, always did, still do. I chose to forgive her, and take care of her before she passed away one year ago on April 21, 2006. I had the honor of leading her to the Lord before she passed away. My mother was not perfect, but neither am I. I have deep scars, and wounds, but we all do. Jesus has told us to forgive over, and over. That is what I choose to do. I do not mean to make my mother sound like an angel, or perfect. But, when she was in the world, I feel she was an angel with a broken wing, like most of us are. But, she is in heaven now, and God has fixed her broken wing. Thank You Jesus for loving me, and understanding my heart. I love You.